Things I said to him

Of course I think of you. Of course. I think of touching you for the first time, for the second time, for the hundredth time. I want to know what it would be to know your body, to discover what makes you moan, what makes you draw in your breath. I want to do things that excite you, make you have serious eyes, that make your imagination hum. I want to feel safe enough with you to hear the things you want and then do them without hesitation. I want to know that I could turn my body over to you for you to play with, that we could tease each other to the point of almost madness.

I told you tonight that I have hidden this sexual part of my nature. There is a part of me that is not ladylike – I want to do everything, to try everything. I want to make love to you very softly and quietly but I also want to fuck you standing up, sweating, with your hands on my ass pulling me open. I want to fuck you with other people watching us, to look you in the eyes as we feel their gaze on our bodies. I want it wet and dirty and hard. I want every way that is possible.

I want to know what you fantasize about. It would excite me a great deal to know what you desire, what you crave. I loved when you told me the story of your friend peeing in front of you. That is how that thing for me started except I was very young, maybe 10 and it was one of the first sexual moments I remember – maybe this is why it is so powerful to me. A friend and I went into the bathroom together and he watched me and I watched him and it was so exciting. Nothing else happened but we both watched each other so closely and that is the part I loved, being watched and knowing it was exciting to the other person. Having you accept that part of me is very exciting to me. It makes me feel very carnal, like I want to bite you, like I want to tie you up and sit in front of you and open myself up for you to look at but not touch. I want to tease you until you are moaning and your cock is twitching, and running with pre-cum. I want to kiss you and suck your nipples and kiss your belly and your thighs, suck your balls into my mouth and then finally untie you and feel the strength of your body as you take control of me, I want to know how you would arrange my body, I want to know what it would be like to be taken by you when you were that aroused, what you would demand of me. I would love to feel you cum inside of me, for me this is the ultimate sensation of sex and of trust and intimacy. This is an indescribable feeling to sense inside of my body – to be suddenly full of that hot pulsing wetness feels incredibly good, it makes me gasp.

I want to be an animal in sex. I want to be female. I want to do what feels good and not think about what I should or should not do, I want that level of abandon. I don’t want to think about how I look. I want to feel it only.

You make me feel this way. You make me want to give you things. With you I want to come into the room and pull down my panties and pull up my skirt and show myself to you. To put my hand on the front of your pants to feel how hard you are, to sit on your lap with you inside of me and to tell you about my day and hear about yours until we start to move together and our days fall away and mean nothing and we listen to each other breathe and hold tighter and tighter and tighter.

Now I'm in love with a man in Madrid

How and why do these things happen to me? He commented on some photos I had posted on Flickr - nothing dirty! I commented back. I wasn't looking for anything. Weeks of comments. What is it about the internet that leaves you with your guard all the way down. I felt safe and in control of the situation - which was nothing until...we talked about books and movies and music, music, music.
He has brown eyes and is sensual and generous and half a world away. I want to bite him and smell him. I want to fuck him in my sleep. I dream about him - in my dream we try to talk but have to keep kissing. I want to feel him cum in me, on me. I want to suck him gently and feel him pulse in my mouth. I want to sit on his lap with his hard cock inside of me and see how long he can maintain a coherent conversation. I want to hear him moan.

This is an impossible desire.
But...he makes me feel so female. So lush.

I think I went crazy

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I'm still aching from this morning

We set it up that we would get together this morning - I had the day off work and he could get away from his wife. We have known each other for years and off and on we keep fucking each other. We can't stop for some reason. I was horny all morning. My pussy was wet and I wanted to masturbate but I waited. He called as he was heading over and said "Do you still want to see me, you know I can't fuck you." I knew he couldn't his wife was a home, we usually only see each other when she is out of town but she was at home today and I knew he couldn't get my smell on him. I said "I know come over." He walked in and I stood in front of him - my tits were so hard and aching and he didn't touch me and I saw his dick hard in his pants and said "You can touch me if my clothes are on." He spun me around and crushed my ass to his dick, he put his hands on my tits and groaned into my hair - I reached back and felt his hard cock in his pants. He rubbed my pussy through my jeans, with the flat of his hand. He said "Get on the bed, take your clothes off, I want to watch you touch yourself." I stripped in front of him, he took his cock out of his pants and it was hard and so beautiful. He said "you can suck it later, lie down." He took his clothes off and got on the bed next to me, he was rubbing his cock saying "your tits are so beautiful, play with your nipples." So I did and he leaned over me and I felt his breath on my nipple and he groaned "oh I want to suck you but I can smell your soap, I can't get your smell on me, this is killing me." I began to play with my pussy and my clit, I spread myself open for him and I ground my fingers into my hole and I was aching for his cock. I spread my wetness on my thighs and he was groaning watching me - his face was inches from my pussy and I loved that he could see me so close. He could see inside of me. I got so hot I was rubbing my clit so fast - he said "Oh god youre flushed youre going to cum arent you?" I nodded and closed my eyes and spread my legs wide and came on my hand, wet spurts flying on the bedspread. He pushed his cock into my mouth then and I sucked it and grabbed the shaft and licked the head and it was huge in my mouth and he came in seconds and pumped my mouth full and I swallowed and his cock pulsed and pulsed and I put my tongue in the slit at the end and felt the next pulse of cum come out and he filled my mouth again.
I am aching to be fucked now. He left and my pussy is still wet hours later. I need a hard cock in me and hours of fucking.